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  • 23:17 I work tomorrow and Friday. #
  • 23:18 @peapodjumpup I work too. I feel the pain too. #
  • 23:20 Finished wrapping for the year. Faxed my umuc application in today. #
  • 23:21 Bed time. Wish it wasn't alone again. #
  • 23:22 Tomorrow after work it's more job searching. And working on a graphic design portfolio #
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I think I need a few days off to relax.
That isn;t going to happen anytime soon.
My boss wants be to work midnight to 6:30am on january 2nd.
So I waited another 15 minutes and she called to say she was pulling into the lot.
We ended up going to Applebees because Legends was closed.
We ordered dinner and made some small talk.
She said she wanted to see a movie on Christmas Eve. I told her I would have to think about it.
So from 8:45pm to about 9:30 pm was our little get together. Not very long huh. I'm home now.
Tired, confused, longing for the days when she would kiss me just because.
I did find out she was telling the truth about norman. his daughter was sick and he was really upset about it and needed help closing the pharmacy down because he was on the phone with his wife. It's kinda nice having my brother working there too. He checked on things.
Jenn mentioned that she thinks my brother Jay doesn't like her very much.
I asked her if her brother would like me if I had made her so unhappy and heartbroken as I've been. She said nothing in reply.
I'm not sure if it will get better. I understand that I was her first real boyfriend, etc.
We still have a good time when we do hang out but it's note easy for me. It pains me knowing she'll hug me or hold my hand but wont kiss my they way she used to or wont stay the night with me anymore. Her constantly saying " ou know I don't want anything serious" makes me truly sad.

Why am I unlovable?


  • 23:15 This little broken heart needs some mending. Where's my Florence nightengale? #

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  • 20:01 At science class #
  • 20:02 Glad finals are over. Looking into a ba program now. #
  • 20:02 At science class #
  • 12:31 At work. Hoping for a good storm to shut things down. Evwryone could use a snow day #
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Right now I don't want to get into a relationship with someone new.
I just hurt too much. I love too much.
But sometimes I feel lonely and want someone to snuggle up with.
I know I shouldn't and I don't.
Today was just a long day at work. It was so busy.
There is a forecast for bad weather tonight and I guess people are scared and want to get thier shopping done before the storm.


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  • 19:43 It's been a happy day #

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Today was ok. Jenn worked as a cashier so she got to say hi to me when I went to my office.

The past two days have been nice.
Slow and all but nice.
I actually had some time to relax.
Finals this week. Can't wait to be done.